From the recording Aliyah

In the Reform and Reconstructionist Amidah (the central prayer in Jewish liturgy) we acknowledge Rachel and Leah as two of the matriarchs. They may have given birth to the Jewish people, but their story is a painful one. Rachel and Jacob (the father of the twelve tribes of Israel) fell in love but her father, Laban, made Jacob work for him for seven years before he could marry Rachel. Then, at the wedding, Laban tricked Jacob by having him marry Rachel’s older sister Leah instead, since it wasn’t the custom to have the younger daughter married off first. Jacob didn’t love Leah, however, so Laban allowed him to marry Rachel as well for an extra seven years of labor. Leah had many children, but Rachel was, for the most part, barren, so she had to offer up her maid to Jacob as a concubine. Leah ended up doing the same. Eventually they both had children, but going through what they did – having to wait years to marry the man you love, sharing him with your sister, not being loved by your husband, not being able to have children and having to share him with your maid as well, being able to have children and having to share him with your maid as well – could not have been easy. This song is a bit of a midrash – a speculative elaboration on Torah – that plays with how Rachel and Leah’s marriages to Jacob might have effected themselves and their relationship with each other.

Lyrics

He told me,
‘Seven years and you are mine, just wait.
The time will fly, because I’ll see your face
Be faithful and patient and then one day
I’ll take you away’

He told me,
‘Oh, my eldest, do not shed a tear.
You’ll wear his ring in only seven years
Be faithful and patient and then one day
He’ll take you away’

Oh, they don’t know how we live
No, we’re giving all we can give
Sister, forgive me, I have what you lack
And still I am empty, empty, helpless and trapped

He promised
Seven years and I’d be with my man
But there’s more to marriage than love and this I understand
Faithful and patient, still I will wait
For him to take me away

I see it
In his eyes, when he looks into mine
There’s nothing there, and I do not know why
But faithful and patient, I’ll hope and pray
One day I’ll blow him away

Chorus

I lay with him, pray with him, love him like myself
And yet I am barren, and go up on the shelf
I’ll give you my maid, just don’t love her like me, oh
It kills me, it kills me, it kills me, it kills me

I lay with him, pray with him, love him as best I can
Give him three chuldren, and he doesn’t give a damn
So take my maid as well, do with her as you wish
I just can’t take this, no, I just can’t take this

Chorus